| HEllo everyone! So i used to have this xanga thing but then i decided to stop because i had myspace. Well as good as those things are i miss having someplace where i can just spill my shit and share my shit.....this shall be fun lol. When anyways i know only a few of you have these and probably already know but i am moving to New Hampshire. I am nervous because i will be in a different place with none of my friends it will be sad. Sometimes i think i shouldnt but then i wouldnt get the expirence so why not. I will still come home and visit and i hope you guys come to visit me! wewll thats alll 
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I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own |
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| You kno it is funny
when you are forgotten. Its like the whole world doesnt see you. You
are no longer alive. I have tried to be a best friend but i think i am
just to annoying. And just when you think that you are all fun and not
annoying but then you are forgotten like an out of style doll that you
use to play with. You kno that one doll that was so much fun....the one
that you never left alone.....but then one day you met someone knew and
you leave you doll alone. Your doll is now stuffed away soime where
just waiting for you to be bored one day and decide to be played with.
As much as i am use to it i cant stand it anymore....it hurts so much
to be forgotten. The u remeber you forgot and try to make it up....but
it doesnt do anything. 
oh yea i am going to towson.....woo hoo i guess
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| I am offically tired of trying.......
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